Immunity.

Are you born with immunities in your body, or are they acquired in your body overtime?

I feel as though I am immune to being alone, which I never was before. I needed to be around people to feel complete. I needed attention from others in order to give myself the attention that I deserved. I needed to feel loved by others in order to love myself...

I no longer feel these needs anymore. I no longer feel the need to need, if that makes sense. I am completely content with being alone. Being by my lonesome brings me peace. It gives my brain a break from the rest of the world. I have physically been alone for over a year and a half now, but I've realized that, emotionally, I have been alone for much longer than that. 

Once I was able to rid my mind of those who no longer mattered, I learned how to live alone. Happily. The most sad thing about all of this is that I am now happier alone than I ever was when I shared my world with somebody else.

I don't need anybody to love me, but I sometimes find myself wanting somebody to love me again...